I know I've been missing from the game for too long but its just that I had bigger fish to fry. You see I met this guy a couple of years ago and at first I really didn't take him seriously. I always thought maybe next year.... I'll see.... I'm still young so why rush it?
Anyway I really got serious with him last year and when I got to know him better i realised how serious he was about me....us. He was like this is a once in a lifetime investment, you'll never find anyone like me and once I'm done with you you will never be the same. So I said why not give it a try. He was like nooooo! This is a trial, its either you in our you out. I weighed my options and decided to give it a go and that's when my life totally changed.
So the deal was every year we'd meet and deliberate extensively about our relationship. Everything about us had to be in sync. I had to literally know, live and breathe his world. The first time around it totally was an exhilarating experience. I was totally consumed by this foreign world filled with theorems and philosophies, numbers and Greeks symbols.
This time around was a totally different experience.....I do not even know where to begin. As I look back I think it was more of fatigue that got the best of me. I tried but the fact that I'd gone through it before took the spark away. What kept me going was the thirst of the things to come, a new Jerusalem he said. So I pushed and and gave it my all. He just sat there, emotionless as he picked my brain, tested my willpower, timed my speed and accuracy and dismissed me without a second glance! No glimmer of hope what so ever! sigh.....
I will wait patiently though, for he promised to come back, and coming back he will. I patiently await his arrival either as the white knight or the messenger of doom. we shall stand face to face, chin to chin, eye to eye as he spews the verdict of my inquest into the depths and beyond of his private life....
He promised me his last name and every benefit that comes with carrying it so I will wait in earnest til he returns with my fate......
