Friday 27 December 2013

My birthday wishlist

Ok so as I look forward to a new year I'm also super excited about my birthday which is a few days after *silent scream*

2014 is definitely my year. I've been through alot this year and this coming year is the year to reap the fruits of my labour and tears. I feel God speaking to me and through me He will work.

So here goes friends and fam, i've made it all super easy for you ;)

  1. Signorina by Salvatone Ferragamo
 
 


      2. Watch





      3. Nude/Black patent heels
      4. 2kg dumbells
      5. Ipod, for that perfect exercise experience
      6. Cheesecake :)
      7. Spa voucher
      8. Bible and daily planner
      9. The Autobiography of Malcom X
    10. 24hrs filled with non-stop love,laughs and fun






At the end of the day presence > presents always.....

Wednesday 18 December 2013

Nelson Mandela from my eyes...


The world unanimously mourned the death of  a great man, Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela who passed away on the 5th of December. When I first heard the news around midnight I had mixed emotions; sad in that the world had lost a great man and happy that finally he was at peace and that he had lived his life full circle.

 



However as the week progressed I was somewhat disturbed by the way he was idolized by the world over. His memorial and funeral services were star studded; Obama, Ban Ki Moon, Prince Charles, David Cameron, my amazing President, Kiketwe, Kenneth Kaunda, Joyce Banda, Oprah Winfrey, Richard Branson, Morgan Tsvangirai, Lionel Jospin, Alain Juppe the works! Then I asked myself who is this man who unified enemies? Who really is this man Rolihlahla who became a darling of the West and world over but was incarcerated for 27 years by them?

 

I personally applaud him for his resilience and determination in bringing about freedom and independence to the South Africans. It takes character to do that. I however do not think he is any saint. The Mandela who actively ran the streets of Johannesburg in protest, opened the first black law firm in South Africa is most definitely not the same Mandela who left the cells of Victor Vester Prison in 1990. He walked out a broken man, unwilling to fight the good fight but more concerned to fight for his own freedom. A man faced with the sad reality of a cheating and shrewd wife.  A man who had spent his entire prime behind bars, a man who had watched his life pass away day by day and was suddenly presented with a golden goose…

 

Do I have a problem with what he did? Hell no! If I was in the same shoes I wouldn’t have lasted that long. I would have sacrificed the land and wealth of my country for my own selfish and personal gain. What I do have a problem with is this ‘air head’ bubble that South Africans have when it comes to Madiba. Even Desmond Tutu confessed they made mistakes back then. So why doesn’t South Africa stand and regularize the wrong that was done? There can never be a separation between economic and political freedom. How do you elect members of parliament and lay down the strategic policies of a nation without economic muscle?

 

I understand the pedestal upon which the West put him on but South Africa as a whole please enlighten me on what he did besides ingeniously retain the wealth of the minority and hoodwink you into believing that you were truly free?

 

I will forever admire Madiba as a true icon and a unifier of all races but when you put dollars to cents he gave his country away for his freedom.

Friday 6 December 2013

Why

Why do I feel so alone
When I am surrounded by 'love'
I feel the need to run away
To a place where I seem to belong


Why...why oh why
Do I feel oppressed and chained
Yet I weirdly cannot set myself free
Although i hold the keys in my hands


Why do I need to put up with constant critisism
Why do I need to constantly second guess myself
And doubt my own capabilities
When I am more than able


Why does it hurt so bad?
But feel so good?
I need to escape from all this torment